Burnt out
It must have been more than a year and a half since my last post on this site. A lot of things have changed during my absence: I got a job, and it has been pretty good so far, at least. It’s not like there is something wrong with my life at the moment; you just get a little burnt out, but sooner or later, things will get back on track again… or that’s just what other people, and even I, thought. “You don’t know till it happens to you,” and it finally got to me. It was nothing at first, but slowly I started to feel bored with everything. I’ve been trying to learn something, find a new hobby, play a couple of League matches with friends, but only after a few days (or hours), I lose interest again. I remember back then whenever I felt bored I could try doing what I usually did for entertainment, now everything makes me tired, then all I eventually do for the entire day is to start zoning out and do nothing. Maybe I really do need those idling time, or maybe I can’t handle myself being unproductive.. you tell me.
All that rantings yet I also intend to post more about Windows kernel and even bootloader since I did invest a great amount of time researching these subjects. Hopefully this awful sensation soon goes away as it makes me feel like crap sitting here writing this for god-knows-who no offense, though.